Thurs. May 31, 2007
The nurses tend to think that Kenn might have been starting to neurostorm on Thurs. 5/24, because he was stiffening up and getting flush, which is some of the symptoms. They gave
him some meds for it. They aren't sure if he was getting too warm or what was the cause of it.
Fri. 5/25, I had to get ready to go camping and it was so overwhelming that I just wanted to cry
and scream at everyone but I contained it. As I was leaving my place late afternoon with the 2
granddaughters I was crying knowing that I didn't have time to stop and see Kenn. When I got
to County S to cross over to Juneau I was crying again. On Sat. I was having problems relaxing.
I kept feeling like I should be doing stuff. Sat. night I played a game with my granddaughters and nephew. We were laughing alot. I didn't even have the energy or desire to go swimming
in the pool with the rest of them the entire weekend. Esther told me different times that I needed to get away for awhile. Mon. late afternoon we got back to Green Bay and went to the
amusement park called, "Bay Beach." The tickets were only 25cents a piece. The adult rides only took 2 tickets. We only had about 1 hour to be there but it was fun. I stopped to visit Kenn on the way back home for only 30 minutes because they already had him in bed. He was
kind of sleepy but opened his eyes when I was talking to him. I kind of wanted to go see Kenn again on Tues. night but I was just too exhausted. I thought alot of Kenn over the weekend and wished he was there with us.
Esther had another dream yesterday early in a.m. She was at a meeting some where. She was
just starting to tell them there at the meeting about her dad and what was going on with him.
All of a sudden in walked her dad with Jeremy. Esther said that's my dad and was blown away
that he was walking and talking. Her dad said he had a message for all his kids and started with
Esther. He sat down on the floor directly in front of her so she would have to look at him. He told Esther that he loved her and appreciated her being there. Then she woke up and called me to tell me about it. Carol
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